high, dry, and pie in the sky
Jul. 10th, 2005 01:04 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
It wasn't supposed to make sense.
I have officially had my first performance with a band... and it was an absolute blast! I am stil on the performance high, as I knew I would be. Hopefully I'll be tired enough to sleep in time to get up for church...
In other news, the persistent fellow called me tonight just before the show, and I answered it in spite of myself. I told him that I was uncomfortable with all the attention, wanted him to stop it, and that I couldn't go with him tomorrow. He took it remarkably well and said that if I changed my mind, I should call.
I won't.
But I was both polite and firm, non-blaming and non-apologetic. Just as I would have wanted to be. It was truly a relief to know that I could stand up for myself and speak up on my own behalf.
I sang my gig with a free heart. It was fabulous.
So now I'm starting to get tired (yay!) and will head for bed soon. A bit of chatting first, and then the warm blanket and soft pillow.
I have officially had my first performance with a band... and it was an absolute blast! I am stil on the performance high, as I knew I would be. Hopefully I'll be tired enough to sleep in time to get up for church...
In other news, the persistent fellow called me tonight just before the show, and I answered it in spite of myself. I told him that I was uncomfortable with all the attention, wanted him to stop it, and that I couldn't go with him tomorrow. He took it remarkably well and said that if I changed my mind, I should call.
I won't.
But I was both polite and firm, non-blaming and non-apologetic. Just as I would have wanted to be. It was truly a relief to know that I could stand up for myself and speak up on my own behalf.
I sang my gig with a free heart. It was fabulous.
So now I'm starting to get tired (yay!) and will head for bed soon. A bit of chatting first, and then the warm blanket and soft pillow.
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Date: 2005-07-09 11:43 pm (UTC)and the concert sounds like it was a blast.
i want photos! 8^)
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