I'm too old for college life

I mean, why do I even bother? Yet another Tuesday night, and the building next to mine, right outside my window, is having a house party. I don't begrudge people their fun, but do they have to do it the night before I have class at 8:00 a.m.? In a subject I need to be there for?

*sigh*

At least it's cooler tonight. I might be able to have more windows closed tonight, and therefore more quiet. I guess we'll see.

it's the friggin' energizer bunny

or it may as well be. The party keeps going and going and going...

It's 6 a.m. and the music is still playing, people are still being loud, and I still have class in two hours. I have no idea if I should go or not. Well, I should go; I just don't know if I will be worth anything. This requires prayer. Big time.

So does letting go of the resentment against the partygoers. I had options... I could have gone over to Katie's and slept there last night, but I didn't. I have no right to martyr about this.

So, what's the next right thing? Taking care of myself is priority one. It just remains to be seen what exactly that entails.

Edit: The music stopped at 6:15 a.m. Next time I will just stay at Katie's and not even try to sleep in my own bed. Never underestimate the tenacity of college students, at least when it comes to partying.